it is the darndest thing

so molly just IMed to see if i was going, and i'm like, OF COURSE i am going. and both of our biggest concerns was that we had to get off of our couches to shower, rather than the fact that it will be at least another 18 hours b/f we can study again.

the funny thing is that i am very well aware of the fact that i am WAY BEHIND where i should be. but i am not panicked. and i am wayer behinder than i have ever been.

but unlike most 3Ls, who go with the old, "i have a job, why worry?" theory, mine isn't at all a conscious "why worry?" as a matter of fact, i'm pretty convinced that the firm is going to fire me within the first few months i'm there, and i'll be back to looking for a job, with my 3L grades on my transcript. but somehow, w/o thinking about it, i'm just not worried. i think it's plain old senioritis.

and i tell you, i like it! i probably actually don't feel any more guilty than i have in the past, and i am way less stressed and hyperventilate-y. well, at least now. no promises about future dates. but still.

in other news, i would like to give a WHAT WHAT to the frozen foods that get us thru finals. i am currently heating up little spinach artichoke bits, and i am pretty excited about them!